03 November 2008 @ 10:08 am
life recap  
1. i was whitney houston on crack for halloween (youtube her + diane sawyer)
2. i think i have laryngitis ... probably karma :/
3. i owe my aunt a thousand dollars for my first year's tuition. i haven't paid this years because
4. student loans are refusing to come in. i am so screwed. so so screwed.
5. i freaking hate dan and living with dan
6. because of this, i'm never ever home anymore and have been living in coffee shops and the library. it's expensive.
7. i have reached a level of self-awareness that makes it hard to be as low as i was last year. no matter how shitty i feel. it's good and bad, especially because i cannot bring myself to kill myself. again, that's good and bad.
8. i have gained a shit ton of weight. it's bad. it's just all bad.
sup with you?
 
 
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rockbot[info]041806 on November 3rd, 2008 06:28 pm (UTC)
I personally think that's good. All of it! Just because being in this place in your life isn't exactly roses doesn't mean it won't get better from here. I think this is the ultimate breakthrough.

I'm so sorry about everything else though. :( I wish I had the magic words to make it go away.
insomanycolors[info]insomanycolors on November 4th, 2008 05:13 am (UTC)
1. I would like to see pictures of you as cracked-out whitney houston. yes plz thnx.
2. laryngitis makes me want to punch people. I don't know why.
3. I am a poor mofo but I have a job now. so yay.
4. I don't even want to think about school debts. god. god..
5. I hate dan too. damn dan. I also hate living where I'm living, as I have to deal with being the throw rug and letting everyone walk all over me. basically.
6. I try not to be home, but I'm home more than I'd like. that's what sleep is for. I don't have the riches to live out of coffee shops. also... there aren't any coffee shops here. imagine that.
7. I... well, I sent you a letter. you can read all about how I feel in that.
8. me too.... I feel disgusting.

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