you shouldnt take away your only outlet =( venting is what LJ is FOR. if anyone on j00r friendslist doesnt like your posts THEY can remove you from their friendslist. Im sorry I dont comment very often, but I always read your posts ^^

no, please don't feel pressured to comment, it's really not what i meant,i was just worried about being sooo whiney all the damn time that it's unfair to people.. meh.. idk.. you're right though, i guess if people are annoyed they're free to delete me and such.. mrah.. *hugs* :*(

you dont sound whiny to me ^^ I post multiple angsty posts a day XD tis fun

don't stop posting! if this is your outlet, you need it. i find your posts everything but annoying. i love how you write and i would worry about you if you just stopped posting.
i agree, people can remove you froom their friends lists.

i'm sure people find my posts annoying, but oh well :)
xx

on some occasions i think you should just do what will make you happy. or if not happy, less lost :) i try to think of things in that way, so decisions can become more simple. although that could be called selfish haha x

This is your journal. If it's your outlet, then for god's sakes, use it as such. Don't worry about making other people's f-lists "depressing". If people don't like reading your journal, they don't have to read your journal. It's that simple. No one's forcing anyone to read your entries, right? People read because they care, not because they have to. And if they don't want to read something, they have the ability to scroll past it. Don't worry about that.

It's YOUR journal. Write it for YOU. Not for someone else.

you're right... i keep making the same stupid "i'm sorry for whining post" which might be more annoying than whining alone... meh. im going to try to just assert myself and this journal and just write :/ *hugs*

thanks very much... i know it's at least annoying that every few months i write this "sorry im annoying and will shut up soon promise" post though heh... thanks for putting up with me sweetheart... *hugs*

oh darling..
I wish there were words to soothe the ache.
that's how I feel most of the time, too- why bother bothering? (oops- quoting Emilie Autumn, now, aren't we?)
that's why I'm away for weeks at a time. I figure no one wants to hear the same old shit from me, so I just sit around and attempt to kill myself slowly, wishing I were worth it to someone to bother with, but I'm not. I'm just alone and lonely and worthless.
that said- I really wish you wouldn't stop posting altogether. I always look for your entries on my friends page. even when it seems like I'm not around, I'll scroll through loads of posts from others to read yours. even when I'm not keeping up with pretty much everyone, I'm still reading your entries. I know I don't comment much anymore... I've just been in such a bad place, I've had nothing good to say. and I'm sorry for that.
but please don't leave us all in the dark. I like knowing that if something happens to you, at least you post here so I'll know and be able to try to comfort you. that's what friends do.. try to be there for each other as much as they can, no matter what happens, no matter how much.
I know things are shitty. shit keeps happening to me, too.
but at least we can be there for each other.. even if just through comments on livejournal.
...
sigh.
I have no idea how well that's coming across.
I'm in a "I'm not really here, nothing's really real" state of mind, so every word is like a dream, far away. just trying to make sense is an effort- it's taken me a long time to type this.
but the point is- I love you. please don't go away.

teresa, i worry about you. i want you to post, i'd rather hear the "same old shit" than nothing at all, i swear to you.
i guess i'm being hypocritical.. and i hope i'm not making you feel pressured to comment, it's not even about the comments, it's about me looking over my journal and seeing whine after whine after whine and feeling like, god, what am i putting people through... i'm so sorry shit keeps happening to you too... lets just listen to each other i guess, and both keep posting so we don't worry each other even more... i really know what you mean by "nothing's really real"... i get sucked into that and of course deal with the consequences concerning school but.. otherwise i'm just floating, until something like this week happens and drags me kicking and screaming through reality. i'm rambling so i'll stop. i love you so much. god, i love you so much. it's likely a good thing you can't see me now, all tear-besodden and pathetic like this. i'd probably be on the floor by now, incoherently disgusting.
i'm sorry..

dont stop posting! this is your outlet. you are allowed to vent on whatever you want to. and if people dont like it they dont have to read it. but im sure all your friends on here wanna know how you are doing. so dont stop posting. cause its not annoying or stupid. i think a lot of us are in the same boat with venting our frustrations with life through here. <3333

if people don't want to read, they won't.
if this is an outlet for you, use it.
hugs.